Thursday, February 26, 2009

stop stop

Wow...where did the whole last month go???
All i can remember are the two weekends i spent with my sister and one with all freinds from K. The mid sems whizzed by and so did all the days, wrapped in quizzes and assignments.
The coming weeks promise no less, loads of quizzes and assignments and projects lined up for the next two weeks. :|

Oh yes, i remember one more thing, a feeling of sadness and dread that i have been feeling for sometime. It started with the preparations for the farewell to seniors, got exaggerated when their last exam got over and though, i hardly talk to any senior around i am sad that they will be leaving. Probably i am more saddened by the fact that this also marks the ending of our one year here and the speed with which it got over makes me more and more aware of the fact that the next one will also zoom by and then these wonderful days will come to an end. 

It will be sad.

Next year i will be wondering in the same manner, where did the last one year go? and come to think of it, i am wondering the same thing now...:|

I know that most people at this time would laugh if i tell them this, and will probably count a hundred reasons why this place is bad, but i know everyone will miss this stupid, irritating, gossip monger, hell of a place :D

Freeing myself from few old ties lead me to know many other interesting good people, which i might have not have talked to, had this not happened. I am enjoying life as its coming. Probably life is just repeating one of its basic lessons for a dumb student like me, who just doesn't learn it. Actually i learn it, but wen it comes to certain people, i am not able to apply it, or maybe i can, sometime and then i don't know, let me not get into that discussion.

I want to write, but i just can't create that magic with words, i am completely in awe with people who play with words and churn out such wonderful works...
Maybe someday God will make me creative :D
Someday.......

3 comments:

eternalmonotony said...

That made me feel very glad:) Hope you always be that way.

Tanu Gupta said...

Hey Hari, thanks :)

eternalmonotony said...

where's the end-of-the-term post? I came looking for it!